Sometimes you make a decision in of a moment of folly and then you regret it afterwards. Sometimes you choose something, and then it just doesn't return in your favour. Sometimes you wished something would have happened, but it never came true. Sometimes you dreamed, but knowing it would never materialise.
Sometimes you hope they wouldn't antagonise you, force you, instruct you, And in the future, you wished they did. Sometimes this world just hates you, and it bombards you with a string of pathetic and depressing events.