OMG....i'm just sooo fustrated, so dissapointed... so pissed.. so unhappy today... i don't know why cant i just fulfill that particular wish! agrh!!! i'm sooo angry with myself... why am i given such a brain?? such a horrible, pathetic brain.. which just has a MAJOR problem with remembering things, is so blur, and just can't handle stress...
I tell myself..i wish this, i hope this, i want this.. but i can never seem to achieve it! i'm soooo pissed with myself.. i try so hard everytime.. but i never seem to even go near it... its just so demoralising that the first step u take... u fall... haiz... what can i say? i'm just sooo lousy... i've got 99% left to chiong for both of them -.-
What made things worst today, was that i was having pain everywhere! my eye is swollen, due to i don't know what.... my feet patched up with plasters..LOL.. omg.. pain ontop with fustrations and dissapointment... my first half of the day.. was indeed a horrid one...
Second half of the day.. was made better by my fhf!(: it was popeye's! then... i played eugene's PSP..haha!!! first time i played PSP.. and i broke ugene's PSP record!WHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! damn funny leh!!! then clemmy and eugene kept saying i was tyco!!WHAHAHA!! they said..it was beginner's luck!LOL.. u think i playing mahjong arh?WHAHAHA!!!
anyway.....I will nt lose the challenge before the race has even started....i will chiong till the end... i will nt be taken a back and be intimidated... u all can? so can we! yes.. afterall.. both of us are perfectionists... are the rest game for it? if u all are... its time to chiong arh!(: no more slacking!
Someone who has nothing better to do, Always does things to attract attention... But you see, someone who has nothing to do.. should go and find something more productive to do, to benefit themselves... instead of getting on other people's nerves! agree??
