Gosh! i'm sooooo tired, slept only 1 hour last night.... every 10-15mins needed to tend to my mother... made food for her at 4am... couldn't sleep only until 8am... on which i woke up at 9am to make porridge for her...
After waking up, didn't go back to sleep... accompanied her, nursed her, cooked, boiled red date drink for her.... the routine repeated itself throughout the whole day... i'm was sooo exhausted.. so at 3pm, i tried to sleep again, but every 10-15mins again, i had to tend to her... only until she finally fell into deep sleep... was i able to get about an hour of sleep.. and WHAT DID U KNOW???!!! the stupid house phone kept ringing during that hour! if it wasn't my father calling, it would be my brother.. if not my grandmother....omg lah! i didn't get to sleep at all!!! grrr....
I'm sooo tired.... but i guess tonight will be the same... 1 hour of sleep....
She said to me 1 sentence... and i cried... haiz... what else could anyone do...or what could i do?? If only i knew how she felt... I'm tired, i'm exhausted, but... she feels 10 times worst... 5 days in the running...
